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I Am No Lazy Lover

I am no lazy lover with sweeping grandeurs of small talk. Words, you discover are passing; love endures. Proffered is no measured length of the potential soul. Rather, influence of strength, corner-stone, cemented whole. The senses know the form and smile and eyes of love, but the lover’s norm is . . . . Continue Reading »

Ritenuto: With My Daughter at the Lake

The Falls Road northern light was fading gray: a sudden snowfall swept us eastward like a curtain rising at the driveway to the lake. I stopped my car beside the bridge and hiked out to the day’s last scene which starred my strong and happy sons fast racing up along a gravelled path, each to test . . . . Continue Reading »

Bat

I hang upsidedown from the roof of your skull sleeping—my wings crossed over me like Pharaoh’s arms, locking in a wisdom millennial sands have leached and buried. We are here by the thousands. Light tilted upwards stirs us in a dark hoodoo: ripples of crepe, eyes like red sequins, fangs that . . . . Continue Reading »

In a Dark Country Night

I see one bumblebee heading over the fence and into the doorway of this shrunken Old Field’s Baptist Church. The trees are tagged with signs of modern advancement: KEEP OUT, BAD DOGS, as out of the big house comes a white-haired man saying he’s Harry Smith, maker of this miniature, and . . . . Continue Reading »

Tiresias

I have walked now for days on end with my eyes closed, thoughts centered at the point of my nose as I imagine a cat’s to be, drawn wink by sleepy wink forward from the brain until the inner resources are pruned purple into a pure moment of insignificance. I walk this way because I see better with . . . . Continue Reading »

Straw Hat

The sun filters through the filigree and sprinkles dot lights upon my face as I draw musky breath: each draught, humid hay, salty, delicious. This straw hat was Dad’s. I had forgotten until I sensed his smell, lifted it, and saw his sweat mark upon the band. The scorching sun fed desperation and . . . . Continue Reading »

Music of the Spheres

In the beginning there was no beginning; no no; no was; no in; no there—  nothing that was, was, and all that wasn’t,  inconceivable, and there was no one  and nothing, and anything, to care:  until such time—in due course—creation had begun So Mozart ages . . . . Continue Reading »

Drouth

I invoke the air in rage,  am like a cancer in a cage— only myself to burn, to burn;  mere glass and sun on an empty stage. Pick and spade, curse and yearn— agatefulls are struck and turned,  one by one and year by year,  until the hollow has been earned. Now the . . . . Continue Reading »

For Duns Scotus

Under the dome-sky oneness  translucent and unincarnate as thought, blank as unburnt light, the hope of thisness chokes in nebulae of beetles, sand grains, hydrogen atoms. Gnosis blurs, pits the achilded One against the unfathered Many. Asks, ‘‘Who could hear each song in the All Song?” . . . . Continue Reading »

Simple Anna

Simple Anna liked the words although she didn’t understand what many of them meant. Her man sometimes could make them into worlds where forests shaded green young girls. The girls were always what she was  when what she was was what she dreamed.  By herself she never dreamed,  not . . . . Continue Reading »

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