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In the Confessional Booth

Brian Doyle

Some time ago I was in a confessional booth whenThere was a moment I never experienced before orSince. It was a lovely terrible haunting moment andI continue to think...

Mister Bossy

Brian Doyle

I had a teacher in middle school named Mister Bossy. Yes, we made fun of his name. He was a stern gruff tart-tongued blunt brisk unamused teacher. He was...

A Flurry of Owls

Brian Doyle

Once again a child asks me suddenly What is a poem?,And once again I find myself riffing freely and happilyWithout the slightest scholarly expertise or knowledge;But I am entranced...

The Wild of the Mass

Brian Doyle

At a funeral Mass today I happened to be sitting next to an older lady who, when the time came for us to say “Lord, I am not worthy...

Did You Get to Jersey Much?

Brian Doyle

In a meeting the other day someone says to me, So, you grew up in New York, did you get to Jersey much?, and I started to laugh, which...

Daily Prayers, Daily Vows

Brian Doyle

My sister entered a monastery slowly, over the course of some years, and she says this is not unusual, that most of the people she knows who have entered...

100th Street

Brian Doyle

By chance I was in New York City seven months after September 11, and I saw a moment that I still turn over and over in my mind like...

Willow Sunday

Brian Doyle

Among my first memories in this wondrous world were brittle palm fronds folded reverently behind the four crucifixes in our childhood home. As a small child, I assumed they...

Confessions to Father Newman

Brian Doyle

I am that rare soul who can remember his First Confession, at age eight, very nearly word-for-word—I think because I was terrified, and hyper-alert, and intent on remembering everything...

Skiffling Shuffling Skittering Scuffling

Brian Doyle

As I am sitting at the stoplight under the maple and oak and cedar treesI see three tiny kids skiffling and shuffling and skittering and scufflingIn the leaves—bigleaf maples,...

The Wizard’s Boy

Brian Doyle

Another great thing about being an altar boy was getting to the church early, before everyone except the ostentatiously devotional railbirds who actually competed to see who could be...

An Open Letter to Caliph Abu Bakr al-Baghdadi

Brian Doyle

I will start out politely, with the traditional As-salaam-u alaykum, peace be to you, and I will even use the title you have given yourself, and I will try...

Rules for Being an Altar Boy at Saint John Vianney Parish for the Liturgical Year 1964

Brian Doyle

If you have to sneeze on the altar do so quietly and turn Your head away from the Holy Sacrament. Please carry A handkerchief in the pocket of your...

Missing Mass

Brian Doyle

In our family, we went to Mass every blessed Sunday of the year, and here and there you would have to go to Mass during the week because of...

October 27

Brian Doyle

You know what I remember first about my daughter being born? Weirdly, not the miracle of it, or the bruised tender extraordinary Courage of my wife, or the eerie...